This isn't as much of a poem as it is a list of my new year's resolutions.

I aim to get another poem published. I am getting better at it.

I want to lose 20 pounds. I keep saying this, but I feel very driven.

I want to start writing a novel. There are so many ideas swarming in my head.

I want to spend my time more wisely. There are too many hours I have lost while sitting in front of a television, wondering where the evening went.

I want to read books. The classics. Books I will eventually teach. I am starting with rereading Catcher and the Rye. I also bought four new books of poetry that I am eager to explore.

I am desperately seeking change. A big change that would take me outside of everything I know. I always knew I wouldn't stay in Utah, but it is progressively wearing on me and I need to get out. This has taken the form of a possible move to Salt Lake City.

I want to keep in touch with my younger brother, Matt. He is a senior in high school and has become a dear friend. I'm going to make more time for him in my life, even though we are far away.

I need to finish my independent study class quick if I want to graduate by April. I got offered the job at Orem High that I interviewed for months ago. I do need a teaching credential and I can't get it if I don't finish this last class! God look out for the procrastinators.

I want to love life this year. I want to do things I've never done before. I want to meet new people that challenge and excite me.